Monday, July 31, 2006

yes im back my blog!!! love u lots!!! haha... been one yr since i add a post already.. wonder if anyone will even be reading this or wadeva... haha.. but who cares!!! i juz nd some place to vent my frustrations!!! even if i tear this whole blog down no physical damage would've been done!!! haha... work sucks! everywhere also the same!!! haha.. cant believe my workplace has so many incompetent ppl leading us.. this is getting on my nerves.. Like this person, lets call 'it' BB.. super irritating la.. every other min will be calling me, asking me lotsa irritating stuff!!!! hate all the backstabbing shits that's going on... sigh... why muz ppl backstab others?? do we really gain from backstabbing ppl?? so wad if we do? its juz some stupid gains dats temporary! wads permanent is another loss of a mate in this world!!! why cant anybody see dat?? wads the point of backstabbing??? get lost u all backstabbers!!! dun get me frickin involved in ur stupid games of politics!!! i juz wan a peaceful life!!!!

ok... so no more frustrations left within me.. haha.. so glad dat over these few mths i've found real true frens who bring me over the obstacles that present themselves 'wham bam' in my face... i got two slimming buddies!!! haha.. though one is practically like non-existent all the time.. haha.. yup!!! im finally gg to learn to slim down cos so many ppl have been saying im fat!!! am i really fat?? sigh... i shall become hunky and slim by the end of the year~!!!! wahahhaa!!!! like real rite... if only its so easy... hope someone can gimme tips on hw to lose weight asap.. and thru the proper methods too, not some stupid dietting shits dat have u nt eating anything the whole wk.. haha... anyway my this other slimming buddy is also so disappointing... she is forever eating junks even when i tell her nt to! haha.. u know who u r! dun go hiding in one corner there and eat ur popcorns thinking i do nt know ah! =P stocktake is finally over!! im so glad.. no longer have to face BB like dat anymore... super irritating.. haha.. finally i can breathe a sigh of relief, finally i've escaped from her clutches!!!!!!!! wahahhahaa....

oh other than my slimming buddy ZP, i also find myself a PAWB!!!! dat stands for pig-and-waffle buddy!!! haha... damn super appreciative of ur presence when i need u most dere!!! and for dat i shall be dere for u always as well!!! hee... and stop being so pessimistic ya? haha.. think we are really very different in characters la.. wonder hw we become gd frens one.. but oh well, my optimism in life shall be the cover for ur pessimism.. haha.. always look on the bright side of life!!!! hahaa... things will always turn out straight!!! yup! always believe in dat~!

tmr shall mark the beginning of my competition.. wonder hw i'll fare.. been so long since i play competitive badminton le.. most of the times playing with the old-but-damn-zai ppl until i play like them nw lor.. hahaa..... nw i hardly even move in the court le.. even got criticised by phua dat day.. haha.. or is it juz my slacker attitude taking over in court also?? haha.. but nt bad la.. dat day went for the last team training.. first time got more than 3 ppl dere!!! haha.. so played alot of doubles and im glad to say i haven lose touch at all!!! haha... so happy!!!! guess i can be as gd if i wan to.. haha.. stupid me.. sometimes a lil compliments juz get to my head.. Lionel!!! u sure nd to control ur stupid big head ah!!! haha.. me talking to myself again.. getting retarded.. oh anyway i tried out singles too.. played with johin, our team captain!!! i am fricking slow la!! dis time its true! im really slow! nt that im slack! haha.. cant even move properly in court.. wan hit one place i can hit the other place.. haha.. super lousy la.. i shud stick with doubles from nw on.. at least dun hafta cover so much space.. haha.. slacking again.. oh my...

Hope you're doing fine over there! so glad to learn that u really like my present, though u only open when i told u to.. haha.. its nt ur bdae present la.. ur bdae present still with me lor.. i shall be sending it as a registered mail over to you.. haha.. hope it doesnt get lost in the meanwhile.. i shall send it by plane! so that the present can have a cosy ride for that many many hrs of travelling over to you.. haha... I will be praying over here that u'll be safe for ur 3 yrs there and make many many new frens, perhaps even really finding the one true love for urself~~!! hee.. i'll be so happy for u la, if dats the case.. cos i realised maybe im juz nt gd enuf, and to love someone is nt to have, but to know dat shes gonna be happy, and i wan u to be happy.. dats all i'll be praying for.. really will be wishing dat u will reply the letters i write to you.. haha.. it would be so nice to receive a mail from someone else.. wonder if anyone else has the same feelings as me.. i'll be so excited whenever i receive a personal mail.. =)

oh and my bdae was juz over!!! got two presents! one from mum, and one from sis.. bet they went to get together.. haha.. i knew wad they're gonna give me even before seeing la, cos i hinted i wanted a pair of sandals and perfume!! and i really did get them! columbia sandals and CK perfume!!! thks lots mum and sis!! love ya forever!!! dad dint get me anything, but i know he got lotsa stuff to worry abt, and the fact he sings bdae song for me is gd enuf!! hee.. no prezzies from frens also, so sad.. but to all those who send me greetings, thks for remembering my day... really appreciate it.. haha.. seriously i would rather ppl write me cards with personal message, than to gimme a present with a simple happy birthday.. any present would nt be equal to a message thats written from the heart.. haha.. dats hw i feel..

Quote of the Day:

If u can be what u can be for one day, be the one who can give someone what he can be for another day...

darkfossil high on VoDkA @ 7:40 PM

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