Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Wad de hell am i doing man? sometimes i really think that i think too much.. see dere i go again.. wad de hell am i doing online at this time? i shud be slping and recuperating, nt even feelin well today frankly.. think im coming down with sth.. sigh.. gonna be writing a song, it'll be called
graveyard of my heart.. haa.. tot of the title on my way back juz nw.. quite cool.. hope it'll be nice.. been so long since i last had some inspiration.. this time, the inspiration is nt gd, but still it's sth for me to write abt.. i love you.. wish u well.. i know why i cant move on, there's so many unanswered qns within me that i want to ask.. like hw do u define waiting? does seeing someone else when u're 'waiting' still be considered acceptable? and do u love someone else when u know dat u still had someone other ppl in ur heart? where can i find my ans? i do nt know.. cos u're ignoring me.. and u do nt care anymore.. for u've found someone else.. even tho i believe i can give u happiness, but u dun trust me anymore.. u do nt believe in me anymore.. and why shud u? when i myself have lost belief in my ownself.. u take care.. i'll always be ard when u nd me..
darkfossil
high on
VoDkA @ 12:48 AM
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