Saturday, November 11, 2006

been so long since i last blog.. sad sad day today for me.. i really think god is getting fun from making a fool out of me.. work sucks.. rain whole day.. stuck at home.. cut the pretence lionel.. wad de hell are you doing? u love her so much, yet u r sitting in ur rm typing into this stupid blog cos u do nt know hw to say it! u love her so much, yet all u can do is receive msg of her telling u shes taking care of someone else! hw i miss those times when i was sick and u were taking care of me.. hw lonely i felt in this world.. why is it that when ppl make mistakes, they can make amendments to it, but when i make my first mistake, it all juz go downhill? why is it that the first time i let u go is also the last time im going to let u go? i cant accept this reality.. this reality that u're with someone else.. this reality that the person i love is loving someone else.. bullshit with this world.. seriously.. this world is crap.. god is crap.. there's no such being.. am i even a fren to you? i dun tink so.. maybe i shud juz have u totally out of my life.. i cant bear the thoughts of u with someone else.. it hurts like nth u'll ever know.. every nite i cry myself to slp.. for the last 2 mth.. dats all i do at nite.. it hurts so bad.. i drown myself in my screams.. screams for help.. someone save me.. please.. please.. please..

darkfossil high on VoDkA @ 4:00 PM

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