Saturday, November 04, 2006

sincerely wish u recover fast.. candy reminded me, dat u're in gd hands, and that sorta wakes me up.. that im no longer with you... and why am i still caring so much... anyway, yes, i did google it like u told me.. i dunno whether u're implying anything.. its glandular fever, but its also known as the kissing disease... i cant bring myself to picture that.. maybe i had a tad too much to drink juz nw.. im nt thinking clearly.. im frustrated.. im irritated.. i do nt know myself.. the self i am seeing as a reflection.. hope that alvin is taking gd care of you.. tucking u into bed and bringing u honey lemon to soothe ur throat.. take gd care of urself..

sometimes i ask, can i give u happiness like i used to give you.. and the answer i have, is that i can and willing to give so much more than before.. but it takes two hands to clap.. i can give everything i have, until im totally empty.. im willing.. but if u're nt, den there's no pt.. but im still waiting.. sometimes i do nt know why myself.. but im juz waiting.. cos im hoping, and humans live on hope, dat one day, maybe, god will grAnt me my wish.. my only wish... you...

darkfossil high on VoDkA @ 12:05 AM

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