Monday, December 04, 2006

My comp is lagging!!!! ~!@#@!#@$#%#$^$%^%$&^&

haaaa... hate it man.. so slow.. stupid comp... anyway life has changed so much ever since that walk i took 2 am in the morning... haaa... sorta told myself to pick myself up, dust away the dirts on me, and carry on thru this life... haaa! this life that's all about struggling ur way thru every test and obstacles in your path, and finally emerging smelling fresh and victorious..

well been lying in the pits for ages... time to get wad i wan, and to work towards wad i wan... finally my tots are all clear, and i can see wad i picture myself to be doing for the next 5 yrs... first yr hall, second yr work and travel and foreign exchange, third yr chiong for honours, and fourth yr working for first class, and fifth yr going silicon valley for internships!!! haa!!! i can predict myself having fun and all... three targets, fit, nice and rich!!! woohooo!!!! time to earn money... the 10k's!!!! 10k of money before going uni, 10 km every other days of jogging, 10 sets of 10 push ups everyday, and 200 sit ups every night... hee!!! gonna revert back to my old self, i swear to god i'll help everyone that needs my help and not overlook their existence... I'll cherish all my frens that come my way, never ignore their presence... and i will love my family forever, even till death i will protect them...

Job sucks... haaa!!! and i mean the job.. not the people in it... haaa... my colleagues are all one hell bunch of farnie guys and gal... haaa!!! there's my boss, jeremy, the 'shen', andy, my 'shifu' osman, 'fat' garfield, damian aka james bond, stephen 'loves priya' and kaylen the model! woah!!! and now comes, anthony the gay, and the two lil kids yan ren and alex.. haaa!!! to think we only started with 5 ppl in the rm only joking ard when i first start! haaaa... now the secret chamber can be renamed as the laughing chamber le!! hee... and the ppl are great... shortie rebecca, and wilfie and minghui and all!!1 haaaa.... great bunch of ppl... still rem the day i had this bloody caller trying to play punk with me, obviously lying to get sth, so i asked him who he spoke to and he told me he spoke to a lady.. totally ridicule him when i told him there's no ladies working here, cos kaylen hasnt started work yet... haaa!!! told andy i wanted take half day to go find him and get him off the phone... haaa!!! farnie man... anyway everyone tot im gay!!! haaa... kaylen believes me when i told her i am gay.. wad a joke... i love girls too much man!!! :P

Anyway, hope u r doing great... haaa.. really hope that someday u will contact me.. i wont ever wanna lose a fren like u in my life u know... i know u gonna read this.. maybe not.. but oh well.. haaa!!! no harm typing a few sentences... glad to see that u've changed so much.. the u last time doesnt seem half as mature as the u now... u've grown up and im glad for you.. contact me when u r ready, for i'm now ready..

Prayer to God:

God i know u're listening here. i do not see ur presence before, but now i do. i pray to you to enlighten me, and to give me the wisdom to see the rights from the wrongs. i pray to you to forgive my sins, to forgive the sins of my friends. i pray that all my frens will do well for their exam, and that those whose health is failing them will have good health for the rest of their life. i pray for my frens to be blessed, to have things going smooothly in their life. whats most impt is that i pray for u to enlighten them like u enlighten me, to let them have the courage to accept that life is not going to be easy and the determination to face the obstacles that comes along. Let them feel your presence, like u let me feel yours. I thank you for being my guidance, to bring me to my senses and back to the path i should take. God bless all those that need you with them.
Amen.

darkfossil high on VoDkA @ 11:26 PM

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