Sunday, September 24, 2006
One Last Cry - Brian McKnight
My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry
Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
Ive gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess Im down to my last cry
Cry......
I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry
Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
Ive gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on and on
And on.....
Im gonna dry my eyes
Right after I had my
One last cry
Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
Ive gotta put you outta my mind for the very last time
Been living a lie
I guess Im down
I guess Im down
I guess Im down...
To my last cry...
Reflected my feelings exactly.. sigh...
fossil
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VoDkA @ 4:57 PM
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Monday, September 18, 2006
Fool
It all begins with one,
The whole world is all he wants.
Strong overpowering the weak,
Has now reaches its peak
Look at what the world has become.
Errors and wars piling together in lumps.
Arrowheads pointing towards everyone,
Ending up in graves, the innocent ones.
We are all crazy fools,
We are nothing but a tool.
Nothing but a pawn to the ultimate fool,
The dead all lie in a pool.
In the office a war is fought,
On the ground the dead is bought.
Leaders quarrel over minor stuff,
People dying without a laugh.
Natural disasters ravage our land.
Tsunami, hurricanes, droughts and sand.
Ignorant we are fighting still,
Deserved we are, lying still.
Hungry people waits in vain,
Helpless people lie in pain.
'We are going to do something', it is said
All talks no actions that’s what I say.
Self-centred we are in this world,
Where's the unity in this world.
The rich ignoring the poor,
The strong taking over the world.
Shouldn't there be actions anytime soon,
For at the end, we stand alone.
Overwhelmed by our daily sins,
When will the world ever see.
darkfossil
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VoDkA @ 1:23 AM
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006
i felt that i juz have to write this entry.. things juz happened, and wad was cloudy is nw clear - taking this from some other song.. but its true, wad i do nt wan to face or do nt understand sort of juz happened to me today.. thank you vickie, for that 'slap in the face' to me dat truly wakes me up from my hideout... a place i find myself hiding in, a false front i've been ducking behind all the time... and today i truly know myself, my flaws and all, and there's nth better to describe me, but, i'm a jerk...
i've juz been escaping from myself.. and im sorry.. wonghui, if u're reading this, im truly very sorry.. things juz dint work out.. im glad u're finally rid of me.. im juz nt worthy of u and ur tears.. sigh.. u know when i asked u out and u told me u nd time? do u know wad i had in mind? i wan to tell u everything.. im ready to tell you.. sigh.. i got my heart into a rebound, i develop a liking for someone.. i juz felt so empty, in my heart, in my mind, in my soul.. but i thank god that this all dint develop into anything, or i would be hurting not only you, but her as well.. im glad im over this, and im grateful that vickie wake me up to my senses, to see wad a jerk i was... to see hw insensitive and hw selfish i have been towards u and ur feelings.. u muz be super disappointed in me, i dint turn out to be as perfect as u once said i was... and i know.. for i've nvr been.. i tried.. u cant deny that, i tried to be perfect in ur eyes.. i tried to be... and i wan to be! but im juz nt! sigh.. im truly sorry that i've hurt u in many ways... but i do nt want things to be back to the past.. cos i know u will be better off without me.. and i know, and i pray that one day, the perfect one will really be there for you...
your pillow, ur blanket, ur photo, they're all still at where they were.. i nvr removed them.. i cant bear to.. memories are always there.. u cant erase them.. and i swear, the memories u gave me were seriously gd... in times when i've no faith in love, u love me.. but i betray that.. and im truly sorry.. im too immature to handle any relationship rite nw.. im still a kid growing up in this world.. a jerk, an asshole.. but i'll change.. for the better... i hope...
darkfossil
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VoDkA @ 8:59 PM
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I adopted a cute lil' emo fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!